I miss u...fren...

Is late nw...
suddenly feel so lonely...
yup...i really feel it...
y?i nt really noe...
i cnt slp...even im tired...
yest i dream of him...
he send a msg 4 me...
short n simply...
he say sry...
he had noe wat 2 do...
when i woke up...
i laugh 2 myself...
wat funny joke...
nvm...it had been past...
i wil b fine...

12.33am nw...i thk of hor yan...
1 of my best fren...
i miss her...i really miss her...
bt i jz miss her tat pass...
bt nw...she has changed...
hmmm...i duno izit considered changed...
bt 4 me...she is jz like a stranger...
i feel so stranged 2 face her...
she is totally different compared 2 her past...
nw...mayb...
she is concentrated on her study...
bt...whr am i?
whrs frenship going?
i duno...i really duno...
as her best fren...
i hoped i noe...
since she went 4 the camp...
i lsee talk wif her...
really...10 fingers is enough 4 me 2 count hw many sentences or even words i talk 2 her...
i recalled bc the time during the holiday...
i was really gud wif her...
we laugh we smile or even cried...
we shared our love story...
facing the down...
i rmb tat time...some1 really make me suffered...
n the only person tat accompany me is her...
bt nw...
mayb we r sitting 4 spm tiz year...
n she is concentrating on her study...
bt...i wondered...
y it wil affect us?
is my problem?or her problem?
or wat?izit i thk 2 much?
i scared 2 face her...
cz i wil feel a heart break...
fren...my dear sister...
i hoped u wil b bc...
i miss u......