31/3...Birthday...

Jason...
今天是我的生日...我最想收到的...就是你的祝福...虽然我知道那是不可能的事...现在我已开始慢慢遗忘你了...你和她还好吧?不要放弃哦...为了你的将来...
我许了三个愿望...一个是你的...一个是我身边的人的...还有一个...是给st.john的...我希望你...将会是最开心...是幸福的那个...
今年的生日很特别...没有你的祝福...也没有你唱的生日歌...但是我却拥有了一个比较不一样的生日...一个对我来说更值得纪念的生日...谢谢你...因为你的离开...让我懂得了更多...也让我学会了珍惜身边的每一个人...谢谢你...

Mummy...
谢谢你...妈咪...是你把我带到这世界上来...或许我还不能够理解那十月怀胎的辛苦...但妈咪...我明白你所承受的一切痛苦...今天是我的生日...也是你辛苦生下我的日子...谢谢你...妈咪...我爱你...muackz...

Kah Huei...
哈哈...我最最最喜欢你送的礼物了...很可爱啊...而且哦...这份礼物真的充满了我小时候的回忆...我真的很开心哦...我们的开心糖...我们的约定...将会是我们一生中最美丽的童话...谢谢你...带给我一个如此甜美的回忆...

Kar Man...
你送的相册...对我来说...真的很有纪念性哦...我一定会把相册放满我们的照片...属于我们友情的见证...谢谢你哦...嘉敏...总是在我为st.john的事烦心时陪在我身边...给与我力量和鼓励...

Hor Yan...
虽然你只是给了我一张小小的生日卡片...但那已经足够了...谢谢你...陪我度过了我人生中最难过的日子...希望你和你的他...会很幸福哦...姐妹...你真的要幸福啊...

Lok Yee...Shiow Ling...Zi Ying...Hui Ling...Wooi Lun...Seng Tat...Wai Sum...Tan Jing Ru...Mah Kar Rou...Brother...
Thx 4 all ur present n wishes...i wil appreciate it always...love u all...muackzzz...

Shu Guan...Shu Li...She Yee...Sze Nan...Kah Kee...Pui Mun...Shomalla...Tau Yan...Vigoss...Li Ling...Leong Yung Sin...Wan Zhee Yienn...Jing Ying...
Thx 4 ur birthday wishes...

Really thx 4 all of u gv me a sweet n memorable birthday...feel so touching 2 year...really thx much...hope u all wil stay happy too...love u all...muackzzz...

From Kah Huei

From Kar Man

From Shiow Ling

From Zi Ying & Hui Ling

From Seng Tat

From Wooi Lun

From Mah Kar Rou

From Tan Jing Ru

Over View

Life Is Really Precious...

she yee told me her grandpa ready going...
feel so down 2 hear tat...
my tears rolling down...
i duno y i cried...
jz feel so sad...
i noe she yee too...
i duno wat should i say 2 calm her down...
i jz nw i cnt help her in anything...
jz can accompany her...

i noe the feeling when losing some1 tat u love much...
i noe we cnt do everything when they had gone...
i noe we wil nvr appreciate when they stil alive n health...
i jz noe when they gone...
they only thing tat they left 4 us is love...
we should always keep their love in heart...
always...forever...

every1 jz gone 1 day...
we duno hw much time we left...
we duno wat wil happen nex min...
we should appreciate watever we hv nw...
or do wat we should do...

life is really precious...

Buddy...

go hui ling hse tiz 2days...
i love 2 hse much...
cz everyday can heard the piano...
her bro had learn piano...
we 2 study til late at nite...
playing...laughing...
actually we plan 2 go jusco on sun after nco exam...
i receive a cal frm hor yan...
she say zi ying cnt do the things tat she plan 2 do tmr 4 my birthday celebration...
she ask me mind 2 chg the date 2 nex sun...
cz she really hope 2 gv a gud n unforgetable memory 4 my birthday...

ya...i hope 2...
bt...i no nid a surprisingly birthday...
i no nid birthday present...no nid bithday cake...
i jz hope all my best fren can accompany wif me...
no matter chit chat...play those childish things...or watever...
a wish of birthday...
is enough 4 me...
i really unhappy when hor yan told me tat...
bt wat should i do?
i jz say ok...n i dun mind...

the second day...
kar man told me hor yan din told her 4 the canceling...
n she really hope can go 2day...zi ying too...
after some argue...really spoil my mood...
finally all wan 2 go...
me...zi ying...kar man...shiow ling...hui ling...n kah huei...

i really so happy wif them...
we eat laksa...eat donut...eat ice kacang...eat sushi tat kar man made 4 me...
feel so warm eh...
the moment is really precious...
we walk...play...laugh...
shiow ling had buy a book 4 me...
haha...she n me oso book worm...love book so much...
zi ying n hui ling had buy a necklace 4 me...
wif a purple box...
p/s : a member had present a note book 4 me...
i really feel so touching when they gv the present 4 me...
really wan 2 say...
i love them much...

tiz 4 my best fren list :
1) Kah Huei
2) Kar Man
3) Hor Yan
4) Shiow Ling
5) Hui Ling
6) Zi Ying
7) She Yee
8) Ee Ling
9) Kit Ying

they r al my best best best fren...
always support bhind me...
when i down...or when i happy...
in hmwk...in st.john...in wat ever things...
thx u buddy...
love u al 4ever...

p/s : 2 days more is my birthday^^

Dream...

dream of him...
he look so happy in my mind...
holding my hand...
talking 2 me...
in a beautiful garden...
bt...i move away his hand...
n say go back 2 his gf side...
he is nt mine...n im nt his...
his gf appear...
talk 2 him...
leave them behind...
i walk away...alone...
wish them...

hope tat...
wil nvr hv tiz dream again...

Basketball Duty...

2day went 4 duty since school start...
actually nt me should go 4 duty...
bt tat teh qin yong!
yesterday nite near 12am only say she wun go...
say she duno is her turn 2 duty...
eat SHIT!!!wat de....
izit a vice president will say like tiz?
damn angry...n hope 2 kill her!!!

bt everything stil gud...
no casualty during the basketball comp...
bt feel drowsy cz really very boring...
the only things can do is gap zai wif members loh...
haha...cz 2day only boy team...
really feel admire 4 those who can play basketball well...
can run...can shot...can defend...
i love play basketball...
bt nobody teach me...

duno frm wat sch...
rapat setia i thk...
the couch argue wif the organiser thr...
jz 4 she say 7 mins pass so fast...
tats impossible...
the organiser feel in red as soon...
she say she is the biggest thr...
n ask the couch 2 keep her mouth shut...
wat de...=.=
y they wan 2 argue jz 4 a small little things?
sound pollution...
i thk the rapat setia members r feel shy too...
n i saw them they had try their best...
bt finally stil lose 2 other team...
6 vs 56...
wat a big difference...

we go back sch at 6pm...
i really feel wan 2 faint tat time...
feel so tired even we jz sit beside n watch the comp...
tmr is our sch turn 2 fight...
hope thr can get gud results le...
gambateh neh =P

Tired + Happy Day

2day morning go back 2 sch...
clean the room alone...
tak boleh tahan the room full of uniform n the shoe...
haiz...
feel really so tired n lonely after 2 hrs...
look around the room...
the bed full of uniform...
the way r blocked by the shoe...
really hope can throw al thiz things out...
bt sry 2 tel...
i nt dare 2 do tat...
hmm...i clean up n differenciate the shoe wif size...
put the shoe into the box...
n push it 2 the side...
al the work finish at 12pm...
hope the uniform can distribute 2 the members as fast...
i really tak boleh tahan the room so dirty n untidy eh...

after clean up...
is time 2 play badminton...
wakaka...so excited...
really so long time din play le...
sir leong daddy so late only come...
so we din wait 4 him n play ourself^^
after daddy come then we play wif him...
1 boy vs 5 girls...
wahaha...
sure girls win de leh...
after play then go tt...
nearly fishing thr...
so tired eh...Zzzz...

bro come back 2day...
4 celebrate my 2nd elder bro birthday on 22th...
im feeling tat he nw is changing...
more tolerance n more show his love 2 us...
he buy a shoe 4 my bro as birthday present...
n oso buy a 8gb pendrive 4 me...
4 my coming birthday present wor...
haha...so happy so happy so happy!
duno hw 2 describe the feeling...
jz feel very touching...
thx...my dear bro...
love u always...
u r the best in my heart^^

100th Year Review

2day only i received the 100th year review photo...
look through the photo...
n i found tat it was the sweet memories tat keeping in my mind...
even it was very miserable during the 3 days...
bt...we gain the friendship...
i stil rmb vividly...
perak team go klcc on the second day nite...
wakaka XP...
we go thr shopping...play...eat...
so happy eh...
n 4gt all the tiredness during the day...
cz we wake up early...
march in rain...
after eat...match again...
the judge thr so fierce...
n we go bc hostel near midnite...
hv 2 wash up...clean up...
then chat chat chat...
until 1am or 2am only slp...
wake up on 4am or 5am...
2 wash up n prepare again...
really so misery...
i rmb the last day...
our perform day...
we stand thr 4 1-2 hrs...
senior wsm n me r nt feeling well...
n our lovable daddy r faint...
daddy suffering frm fever since the second day...
the members of duty send daddy out wif stretcher...
bt...daddy jump down frm the stretcher n rush into the perform compound...
he wan 2 lead us performed the match...
al of us r so touched on tat moment...
n we r performed well in the match...
( clap clap clap ^^ )
perak team is the best...
wakaka XP
12-14 december 2008...
we wil keep it in our mind...forever...

Sleepy Zzzz...

The review scene...

Perak team start marching^^

Perak Team...

Mummy wif PGS girl...

Daddy Mummy^^

Mummy wif us^^

Still In My Heart...

dunno where i found...
his gf blog...
i saw his pic...
the face...tat i miss so much...
touching on the pc screen...
feeling a cold...
my tear...rolling down...
y?
i duno...
i tot im fine...
seem like...
he is fine...n care her much...
i noe...
he is changing...
she look so happy...
i noe...
she get back the love tat she should had...
jz somebody take it away...
n yet...
the somebody writing tiz blog...
after the day lost his love...
i tot i hv 4gt him...
i really tot...
bt......
he is stil in my heart...
the most deepest in my heart...
hw 2 stop my tears?

Daddy mummy^^

2day go yum cha wif our daddy sir leong kar heng...
haha...
he really so nice eh^^
treat us eat pizza...
really act like daddy...
bt mummy din come...
daddy say find another day go play bowling wif mummy again...
hehe XP...
love them much...
muackzzz...

2day i saw a english book...
duno wat name liao...
i thk is 'I'll always b thr 4 u'
dunno ah...4gt liao...
so nice ah...
the book...
bt i din buy it...
no $$...
i hv 2 save money...
4 my future piano life...
wakaka XD
bt mayb...
i wil buy the book^^

Finally...

haha...finally...
the comp finish...
finally...
we get johan in marching...
finally...
we lost in home nursing n 1st aid...
finally...
we r force 2 go 4 state com...
represented area...
finally...
stress is added more...
no more relax...
haiz...

kadet team din get any prize in tiz comp...
bt i noe...
they had tried their best...
n they r the best in my heart even they loss...
haha...
PGS team...
u al r the best...
u al r always the most smart 1^^

6 days remains

6 days remains...
the comp is jz near the corner...
ask myself...
wat hv i done...
i duno...i scared...
nt act like last year...
we jz relax...relax n relax...
oh god...hw come we jz relax like tiz?
bt i noe...
every1 is suffering...
amc...jpp...
our enemy...they pro...
my ' best leader ' trophy...
gone...flied...sad...
hmm...
PGS TEAM...
gambateh...XP

Abberant Respone...

today...b4 the tt start...
shiow ling sudden ask me...
y he wil leave me such a sudden...
i look at her 4 a few second...
i din say anything...
i tot...i had put everything down...
n had been 4get all the things...
i tel her the truth...
bt i duno wat im saying...
duno wat can say n hw 2 say...
i saw my hand shaking...
i duno y tiz happen...
i jz noe i feel so scared tat time...
mayb shiow ling saw my abberant respone...
she din say anything...
n i keep on do my homework...
my story hvt finish...
mayb 1 day...
i wil told her all the truth...
bt...pls...
dun ask me abt him b4 i really 4gt...
i duno wat wil happen nex...
pls...

p/s : last exam subject tmr...gambateh...^^v