四天...还有四天...
就是我们这一班中五生面对SPM的时候了...
今天吴宝珠老师教了我们一些纾解压力的方法...
她告诉我们这个时侯唯一能做的就是尽量灌输自己一些positif thinking...
就算还没读完书也要告诉自己读完了...
尽量不要给自己压力...
可是......我也想啊...
我虽然没有给自己太大的压力...
但每一刻...只要SPM这个字眼浮现在我脑海里...
我的心就跳得很快...
还会手脚发冷...
我知道我很恐惧...
我也已经尽量不去想了...
但我越不想...
情况就越糟糕...
不是晚上睡不着觉...
就是睡觉时也还在背着sejarah的facts...
再不然就是睡觉时突然惊醒...
脑袋里想的一定就是我还没读完书...
Pn Khong告诉我们当你在担心害怕时...
最好的方法就是讲或则写出来...
讲的话...不知道要跟谁讲...
唯有选择第二个方法...
写在blog吧...
呼...感觉好多了...
加油吧!吴惠珊...
2009年11月7日星期六
St.John
我一直期待的日子到了...
我不知道我在期待什么...
但我知道这是我在校园内最后一个我能参加的St.John活动了...
时间真的过到很快...
想起两年前的我还在为senior举办farewell...
现在却是你们为我举办...
我现在的心境...
并不是方块字能够形容的...
我只是感到真的真的很庆幸...
原来我付出的一切你们都看到了...
曾经...我放弃过...因为我当president的日子真的觉得很累...
我埋怨过...
为什么总是只有我在担心烦恼...
其他人却不当一回事...
为什么只有我在做事...
其他人却在翘脚...
我曾经想过要退出...
但始终做不到...
但是现在想想...
这何尝不是让我学习的好机会...
因为我知道...
我学到的比一般人得多...
我不敢承认在你们面前我是一个很好的president...
但我承认我已做足我该做的事...
我用心的付出...
并不奢望你们看得到...
但我希望你们感受得到...
真的非常非常谢谢你们...
因为在你们面前...
我总是能够毫无保留的表现自己...
因为...这才是真正的我...
给你们的话 :
Form 4 :-
从你们当new members开始你们就一直跟着我...
我还记得那时我是你们的wakil...
每天下午来marching的都是你们几个...
但现在升为senior/AJK的还是你们几个...
还好...你们从未让我担心过...
谢谢你们一路以来的支持...
愿你们考试顺利...永远开心...
Form 3 :-
AGM过后...
我曾经担心过你们...
但经过今天的farewell...
我发现原来我所担心的...
都是多余的...
我看到了你们团结的力量...
这让我感到很欣慰...
虽然这是你们hold post之后第一次搞的活动...
but you had done a good job...
我给你们一百分...
希望你们能够一起克服困难...
一起分担苦与乐...
加油!
Form 2 :-
明年开始你们就开始take post了...
我不知道在你们之中谁能成为下一届的AJK...
但我希望你们不要为了自己当不成AJK而怪任何人...
一切决定仅在于你的一颗真心...
有没有职位这并不重要...
友谊能比职位更来得珍贵吗?
New Members :-
Members...
我最不舍的的就是你们...
因为你们永远都是最尊敬我的...
而我无可否认的...
最疼的就是你们...
曾有junior向我投诉说我偏心...
是啦...我承认...
不过谁叫你们比较乖...
不会顶我的嘴呢?
开学后你们就是junior了...
我希望你们能够做好榜样...
别让我回来时...
看到一些我不想看到的事...
害我以后都不想回来了...
你们的礼物...我收到了...
谢谢你们...我很感动...
至少...我付出的你们都看到了...
真的非常谢谢你们...
Members...St.John固然重要...
但怎样都比不上学业的重要...
我希望你们能够好好分配时间...
但其实对我来说...
St.John比一切来得重要...
这是学业上永远学不到的知识...
学会课本上无法记载的待人处事...
学会如何控制自己的情绪...
学会该如何站在别人的立场想...
我离开后...
但愿你们能够依然保持一颗St.John的心...
为有需要的人伸出援手...
我永远祝福你们^^
我不知道我在期待什么...
但我知道这是我在校园内最后一个我能参加的St.John活动了...
时间真的过到很快...
想起两年前的我还在为senior举办farewell...
现在却是你们为我举办...
我现在的心境...
并不是方块字能够形容的...
我只是感到真的真的很庆幸...
原来我付出的一切你们都看到了...
曾经...我放弃过...因为我当president的日子真的觉得很累...
我埋怨过...
为什么总是只有我在担心烦恼...
其他人却不当一回事...
为什么只有我在做事...
其他人却在翘脚...
我曾经想过要退出...
但始终做不到...
但是现在想想...
这何尝不是让我学习的好机会...
因为我知道...
我学到的比一般人得多...
我不敢承认在你们面前我是一个很好的president...
但我承认我已做足我该做的事...
我用心的付出...
并不奢望你们看得到...
但我希望你们感受得到...
真的非常非常谢谢你们...
因为在你们面前...
我总是能够毫无保留的表现自己...
因为...这才是真正的我...
给你们的话 :
Form 4 :-
从你们当new members开始你们就一直跟着我...
我还记得那时我是你们的wakil...
每天下午来marching的都是你们几个...
但现在升为senior/AJK的还是你们几个...
还好...你们从未让我担心过...
谢谢你们一路以来的支持...
愿你们考试顺利...永远开心...
Form 3 :-
AGM过后...
我曾经担心过你们...
但经过今天的farewell...
我发现原来我所担心的...
都是多余的...
我看到了你们团结的力量...
这让我感到很欣慰...
虽然这是你们hold post之后第一次搞的活动...
but you had done a good job...
我给你们一百分...
希望你们能够一起克服困难...
一起分担苦与乐...
加油!
Form 2 :-
明年开始你们就开始take post了...
我不知道在你们之中谁能成为下一届的AJK...
但我希望你们不要为了自己当不成AJK而怪任何人...
一切决定仅在于你的一颗真心...
有没有职位这并不重要...
友谊能比职位更来得珍贵吗?
New Members :-
Members...
我最不舍的的就是你们...
因为你们永远都是最尊敬我的...
而我无可否认的...
最疼的就是你们...
曾有junior向我投诉说我偏心...
是啦...我承认...
不过谁叫你们比较乖...
不会顶我的嘴呢?
开学后你们就是junior了...
我希望你们能够做好榜样...
别让我回来时...
看到一些我不想看到的事...
害我以后都不想回来了...
你们的礼物...我收到了...
谢谢你们...我很感动...
至少...我付出的你们都看到了...
真的非常谢谢你们...
Members...St.John固然重要...
但怎样都比不上学业的重要...
我希望你们能够好好分配时间...
但其实对我来说...
St.John比一切来得重要...
这是学业上永远学不到的知识...
学会课本上无法记载的待人处事...
学会如何控制自己的情绪...
学会该如何站在别人的立场想...
我离开后...
但愿你们能够依然保持一颗St.John的心...
为有需要的人伸出援手...
我永远祝福你们^^
2009年5月3日星期日
I nid 2 change...
keep thking abt my attitude tiz few day...
mayb affect by emotion...
cant denied tat im a quiet emotional person...
hmm...really feel bad 2 myself...
i rmb wat shi fu said...
when u get in mad...u looked so ugly...
wat 4 u get mad?
ya...i agreed wif tiz...
n started 2 chg myself...
bt sometime i really cant control myself...
4 the case btw pn foh n me...
i should say sry 2 teacher...
sry...
after calm down then i found tat actually she nt bad lah...
at least she care abt buddhist club...
like pn michelle ting...
actually she done all the things jz bcz she care abt the club...
jz we din realise n keep thking them very bother...
en en...
feel better nw...
at least i noe i nid 2 chg...
2 b a better person...
yup...i thk i can do tat...
mayb affect by emotion...
cant denied tat im a quiet emotional person...
hmm...really feel bad 2 myself...
i rmb wat shi fu said...
when u get in mad...u looked so ugly...
wat 4 u get mad?
ya...i agreed wif tiz...
n started 2 chg myself...
bt sometime i really cant control myself...
4 the case btw pn foh n me...
i should say sry 2 teacher...
sry...
after calm down then i found tat actually she nt bad lah...
at least she care abt buddhist club...
like pn michelle ting...
actually she done all the things jz bcz she care abt the club...
jz we din realise n keep thking them very bother...
en en...
feel better nw...
at least i noe i nid 2 chg...
2 b a better person...
yup...i thk i can do tat...
2009年5月1日星期五
你是我的宝贝
[ 我一直在寻找
可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我希望你知道
我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧
我快控制不了
wu..........
其实我不错
可以考虑我
什么都可以
just don't say no
我们手牵手
沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝
你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求
就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪
永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我
我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我 ]
finally...i can find tiz song...
tiz r the song...he sing 4 me...
bt tat time i duno wat song is tat...
bt nw...i found tiz song...
wakaka...
at least i get the word...
even is late lah...
bt nvm...
so lam lah...haha...
so miss his sound eh...
可爱的微笑
今天终于让我找到
我希望你知道
我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好
你有特别的味道
让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧
我快控制不了
wu..........
其实我不错
可以考虑我
什么都可以
just don't say no
我们手牵手
沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够
希望你能当我宝贝
你一定不会后悔
我只有一个要求
就是要对你好
永远不让你流泪
永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我
我们在一起好吗
只要你相信我 ]
finally...i can find tiz song...
tiz r the song...he sing 4 me...
bt tat time i duno wat song is tat...
bt nw...i found tiz song...
wakaka...
at least i get the word...
even is late lah...
bt nvm...
so lam lah...haha...
so miss his sound eh...
2009年4月30日星期四
Buddhist Club...goodbye...
yet...
i force 2 say goodbye 2 my buddhist club...
i hving bio tt on wed since april...
tat feeling really nt gud when i miss the buddhist meeting...
bt...i make tiz decision after i really thk 4 long long time...
u noe?
b4 i tt in sri kota...
i hving the tt in inovasi...
n the tt time is start frm 5pm - 7pm...
the time really nt suitable 4 me...
if tat day hving buddhist meeting...
i wil go 4 meeting til 3.30pm...
then after meeting i wil go library 2 do homework...
bt our school library jz open til 4pm then close shop...
after 4pm wat can i do?
no place 4 me 2 sit down peacefully n do my homework...
the only way is wait...
frm 4pm wait til 5 pm then my mum fetch me 2 tt...
after finish tt then my dad wil fetch me home...
u noe my home so far...+ tat time is really had a serious traffic jam...
so normally i wil reach home btw 7.30pm - 8pm...
then hv a bath...n my dinner...near 9pm...
tat time i adi feel so tired...
the schedule is really nt suit 4 me...
the feeling really nt gud 2 wait at sch...
nobody talk 2 me...cant do anything...
who wil noe wat my feeling...
who noe?
so i ask hui ling...
she ask me go sri kota wif her...
bt the tt time is crashing wif my buddhist club meeting time...
i dun hope 2 gv up...
bt academic is more important wat...
then i ask 4 my mum...
my mum ask me 2 do decision myself...
bt aftertat i go 4 tt...
n gv up my buddhist club...
n 2day...
wen yi told me pn foh wan 2 see me...
she is buddhist club teacher adviser...
i really feel so tension after she told me tat...
actually i noe wat she wan 2 say...
cz i din go meeting 4 so long time...
+ im a ajk...
pn foh ask me 5pe see her...
then after i go into the class...
the 1st sentence she ask me is "who r u..."
ish...wat me go see her...
bt ask me who r me...
n my name tag thr writing so big word goh hui shan...
i dun believe she cnt see loh...=.=
ok...nvm...
i told her im goh hui shan...
oohhh~
then she open the koko book...
seaching 4 my name n check 4 my attendance...
huh?wat?
i really faint when i saw tat...
so many 0 thr...n only gt one 1 thr...
teacher ask y i din go meeting 4 almost all the meeting...
then i told her honestly...
i go 4 tt n i only start frm april...
n i sure i had went 4 all the meeting b4 april...
the teacher say huh...
she say my attendance only 1...
i told her again...
i sure i had went 4 meeting...
bt she dun believe me...
u noe wat she say?
she say she never saw me b4 wor...
ish...bt i saw her b4 wor...
if i told her tiz...
i duno wat she respone eh...
she say if i really went 4 the meeting...
the attendance sure wil more than tat...
hw i noe wor...
i gt went 4 meeting bt u gak ngang say me din go...
nvm loh...
i dun care oso...
then she say i holding the post 4 wat if i din go meeting...
then i din say anything...
cz i noe if i tel her according 2 wat my heart feel...
i noe she wil really mad tat time...
she look at my st.john president tag...
then say...
"oohhh~u r president...i noe president should b very busy wan...n u r 5cs1 student...sure a lot homework loh...actually u should nt take any post 4 ur koko...cz u r so busy mah...b ahli biasa better...no nid do so much things wat..."
i look at teacher din say anything...
bt actually i feel like wan 2 cry...
i really hate myself...
then i tel myself...
wat 2 cry...dun cry in front of her...
so i really din cry...
u noe hw hurt when she say tiz...
nt 2 take any post in ur koko...
she wu ru my president post...
ok...nvm...
i tel her straightly i wan 2 quit frm buddhist club...
then she smile n say "ok...gud..."
=.= feel like wan 2 beat her...
feel nt gud 2 stay in tiz class...
i wan her 2 lost frm my eye sight...
then i sign bside my name...
b4 i leave...she say...
"hui shan...u should join some koko tat wont crash wif the meeting...n dun b ajk le...ahli biasa enough..."
wat the @#$#$@$
then i guat her...
"thank u teacher..."
then i leave the class...
jz step out frm the class...
then i cried...
really hate myself...
i cried...nt bcz of teacher...
is 4 buddhist club...
since i was standard 3...
i had join buddhist club until form 5...
bt bcz of spm...
i nid 2 put everything down...
goodbye...buddhist club...
goodbye...shi fu...
n goodbye...pn foh...
i force 2 say goodbye 2 my buddhist club...
i hving bio tt on wed since april...
tat feeling really nt gud when i miss the buddhist meeting...
bt...i make tiz decision after i really thk 4 long long time...
u noe?
b4 i tt in sri kota...
i hving the tt in inovasi...
n the tt time is start frm 5pm - 7pm...
the time really nt suitable 4 me...
if tat day hving buddhist meeting...
i wil go 4 meeting til 3.30pm...
then after meeting i wil go library 2 do homework...
bt our school library jz open til 4pm then close shop...
after 4pm wat can i do?
no place 4 me 2 sit down peacefully n do my homework...
the only way is wait...
frm 4pm wait til 5 pm then my mum fetch me 2 tt...
after finish tt then my dad wil fetch me home...
u noe my home so far...+ tat time is really had a serious traffic jam...
so normally i wil reach home btw 7.30pm - 8pm...
then hv a bath...n my dinner...near 9pm...
tat time i adi feel so tired...
the schedule is really nt suit 4 me...
the feeling really nt gud 2 wait at sch...
nobody talk 2 me...cant do anything...
who wil noe wat my feeling...
who noe?
so i ask hui ling...
she ask me go sri kota wif her...
bt the tt time is crashing wif my buddhist club meeting time...
i dun hope 2 gv up...
bt academic is more important wat...
then i ask 4 my mum...
my mum ask me 2 do decision myself...
bt aftertat i go 4 tt...
n gv up my buddhist club...
n 2day...
wen yi told me pn foh wan 2 see me...
she is buddhist club teacher adviser...
i really feel so tension after she told me tat...
actually i noe wat she wan 2 say...
cz i din go meeting 4 so long time...
+ im a ajk...
pn foh ask me 5pe see her...
then after i go into the class...
the 1st sentence she ask me is "who r u..."
ish...wat me go see her...
bt ask me who r me...
n my name tag thr writing so big word goh hui shan...
i dun believe she cnt see loh...=.=
ok...nvm...
i told her im goh hui shan...
oohhh~
then she open the koko book...
seaching 4 my name n check 4 my attendance...
huh?wat?
i really faint when i saw tat...
so many 0 thr...n only gt one 1 thr...
teacher ask y i din go meeting 4 almost all the meeting...
then i told her honestly...
i go 4 tt n i only start frm april...
n i sure i had went 4 all the meeting b4 april...
the teacher say huh...
she say my attendance only 1...
i told her again...
i sure i had went 4 meeting...
bt she dun believe me...
u noe wat she say?
she say she never saw me b4 wor...
ish...bt i saw her b4 wor...
if i told her tiz...
i duno wat she respone eh...
she say if i really went 4 the meeting...
the attendance sure wil more than tat...
hw i noe wor...
i gt went 4 meeting bt u gak ngang say me din go...
nvm loh...
i dun care oso...
then she say i holding the post 4 wat if i din go meeting...
then i din say anything...
cz i noe if i tel her according 2 wat my heart feel...
i noe she wil really mad tat time...
she look at my st.john president tag...
then say...
"oohhh~u r president...i noe president should b very busy wan...n u r 5cs1 student...sure a lot homework loh...actually u should nt take any post 4 ur koko...cz u r so busy mah...b ahli biasa better...no nid do so much things wat..."
i look at teacher din say anything...
bt actually i feel like wan 2 cry...
i really hate myself...
then i tel myself...
wat 2 cry...dun cry in front of her...
so i really din cry...
u noe hw hurt when she say tiz...
nt 2 take any post in ur koko...
she wu ru my president post...
ok...nvm...
i tel her straightly i wan 2 quit frm buddhist club...
then she smile n say "ok...gud..."
=.= feel like wan 2 beat her...
feel nt gud 2 stay in tiz class...
i wan her 2 lost frm my eye sight...
then i sign bside my name...
b4 i leave...she say...
"hui shan...u should join some koko tat wont crash wif the meeting...n dun b ajk le...ahli biasa enough..."
wat the @#$#$@$
then i guat her...
"thank u teacher..."
then i leave the class...
jz step out frm the class...
then i cried...
really hate myself...
i cried...nt bcz of teacher...
is 4 buddhist club...
since i was standard 3...
i had join buddhist club until form 5...
bt bcz of spm...
i nid 2 put everything down...
goodbye...buddhist club...
goodbye...shi fu...
n goodbye...pn foh...
2009年4月23日星期四
19/12/2008
jz look through the conservation text btw me n hor yan...
my tears rooling down without control...
i duno y i cried...
the text make me thk of 3 person...
hor yan, jason n jo ee...
my tears rooling down without control...
i duno y i cried...
the text make me thk of 3 person...
hor yan, jason n jo ee...
| 11:11:35 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 为什么不开心 | ||||
| 11:11:49 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 为什么要放弃呢 | ||||
| 11:12:07 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不准你这样 | ||||
| 11:12:14 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 和你一样 | ||||
| 11:12:17 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 想通了 | ||||
| 11:12:37 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我以为只要爱他就可以的 | ||||
| 11:12:42 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 想通什么 | ||||
| 11:12:45 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 可是很难 | ||||
| 11:12:52 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我对着他 | ||||
| 11:13:00 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 难？？ | ||||
| 11:13:10 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不知应该用什么身份跟他聊天 | ||||
| 11:13:40 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 身份算什么 | ||||
| 11:13:44 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 昨天我看会以前他send给我的信息 | ||||
| 11:13:59 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我才知到以前他真的是很喜欢我的 | ||||
| 11:14:09 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 为什么那时候我不会珍惜 | ||||
| 11:14:21 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 昨天 | ||||
| 11:14:33 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我试着告诉他我真的喜欢他 | ||||
| 11:14:38 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我不会放弃他 | ||||
| 11:14:44 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 但我怕说了 | ||||
| 11:14:54 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他会给我我不想要的反应 | ||||
| 11:14:58 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 现在珍惜啊 | ||||
| 11:15:08 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我现在很珍惜啊 | ||||
| 11:15:12 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 问题是 | ||||
| 11:15:15 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 怎么会呢 | ||||
| 11:15:18 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我要珍惜什么？ | ||||
| 11:15:33 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 珍惜他对我那么冷淡？ | ||||
| 11:15:48 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 珍惜你对他的爱 | ||||
| 11:15:49 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 还是珍惜他用朋友身份和我聊天？ | ||||
| 11:16:05 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 怎样珍惜 | ||||
| 11:16:10 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你做得到吗？ | ||||
| 11:16:28 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不要说我啦 | ||||
| 11:16:42 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 为什么不要说？ | ||||
| 11:16:47 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 都说不同 | ||||
| 11:16:50 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 都是要面对的啊 | ||||
| 11:16:58 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 有什么不同？ | ||||
| 11:17:13 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你知道吗？ | ||||
| 11:17:20 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我觉得你在逃避啊 | ||||
| 11:17:25 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | jason喜欢你，祖儿不喜欢我 | ||||
| 11:17:36 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我没有啊 | ||||
| 11:17:37 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他不喜欢我！！！ | ||||
| 11:17:44 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:17:52 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你有没问过他 | ||||
| 11:17:55 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他喜欢你 | ||||
| 11:18:01 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你有知道他不喜欢你？ | ||||
| 11:18:05 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 又* | ||||
| 11:18:06 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他说的 | ||||
| 11:18:12 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 说有用吗？ | ||||
| 11:18:27 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 惠珊 | ||||
| 11:18:45 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你不是没事了吗 | ||||
| 11:19:04 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:19:05 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不要回头看 | ||||
| 11:19:13 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我也以为我没事了 | ||||
| 11:19:27 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 可是原来我还是在意的 | ||||
| 11:19:36 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我在乎他对我的感受 | ||||
| 11:19:49 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 慢慢来吧 | ||||
| 11:19:52 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 可是他给我的感觉 | ||||
| 11:20:07 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 是什么 | ||||
| 11:20:08 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 就是他在逃避我对他的感情 | ||||
| 11:20:31 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他在扮不知道 | ||||
| 11:20:35 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他不想你又不开心啦 | ||||
| 11:20:54 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 又睡不着觉 | ||||
| 11:20:57 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不会 | ||||
| 11:21:12 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 傻婆 | ||||
| 11:21:20 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他酱子做我会更不开心 | ||||
| 11:21:32 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我不知道 | ||||
| 11:21:42 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果我消失在他的世界 | ||||
| 11:22:00 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 傻婆 | ||||
| 11:22:02 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他会不会突然间发现我不见了 | ||||
| 11:22:25 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 这样好吗 | ||||
| 11:22:46 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你又说不会放弃的 | ||||
| 11:23:16 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你又说当爱他的人 | ||||
| 11:23:22 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我也不想放弃啊 | ||||
| 11:23:30 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我要当爱他的人啊 | ||||
| 11:23:32 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你干嘛这样啊 | ||||
| 11:23:34 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 可是 | ||||
| 11:23:41 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 讲就容易 | ||||
| 11:24:03 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你也说过不要放弃祖儿的 | ||||
| 11:24:06 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不是吗？ | ||||
| 11:24:26 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 讲了，相信自己做的到 | ||||
| 11:25:14 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 可是那时候，我不知道他不喜欢我啊 | ||||
| 11:25:31 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 现在你知道他不喜欢你吗？ | ||||
| 11:25:40 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你有问过他吗？ | ||||
| 11:26:07 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你帮我问了啦 | ||||
| 11:26:29 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我还要骗自己吗 | ||||
| 11:26:34 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我问了 | ||||
| 11:26:42 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他跟我说他还不知道 | ||||
| 11:26:47 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他说他不知道 | ||||
| 11:26:54 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 有说他不喜欢你吗？ | ||||
| 11:27:18 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 要骗自己，我做不到 | ||||
| 11:27:37 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 姐妹。。。。。。 | ||||
| 11:27:39 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我知道他的答案了 | ||||
| 11:27:49 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 给自己一个机会 | ||||
| 11:27:59 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你亲口跟他说你喜欢他 | ||||
| 11:27:59 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 什么啊，姐妹。。。 | ||||
| 11:28:12 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果他拒绝你的话 | ||||
| 11:28:14 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不要啦 | ||||
| 11:28:20 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 在放弃也不迟 | ||||
| 11:28:34 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我不想被拒绝 | ||||
| 11:28:46 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你现在未战先败 | ||||
| 11:28:56 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 一点都不像你 | ||||
| 11:29:20 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你不想被拒绝 | ||||
| 11:29:21 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我喜欢他的感觉是美好的。。 | ||||
| 11:29:30 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 就一直骗自己吗？ | ||||
| 11:29:36 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:29:46 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那你老实告诉我 | ||||
| 11:29:55 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 你酱子做 | ||||
| 11:29:59 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 会开心吗？ | ||||
| 11:30:06 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 老实 | ||||
| 11:30:35 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 但比被拒绝 好啊 | ||||
| 11:30:44 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不是吗 | ||||
| 11:31:03 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我不觉得。。。 | ||||
| 11:31:18 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我没向男生说过 | ||||
| 11:31:26 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 喜欢你 | ||||
| 11:31:42 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 这三个字 | ||||
| 11:32:07 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 没说过不代表现在不能说 | ||||
| 11:32:10 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不是吗？ | ||||
| 11:32:12 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 珊，我是很难过 | ||||
| 11:32:49 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 可是，被拒绝，我受不了的 | ||||
| 11:33:03 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我知道你很难过 | ||||
| 11:33:12 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我也不想逼你的 | ||||
| 11:33:26 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我不想看到你这个样子 | ||||
| 11:33:32 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:33:35 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那好吧 | ||||
| 11:33:58 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果你觉得酱子做是对的话 | ||||
| 11:34:08 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 所以，你和我说，你找了他，我昨晚就不让自己找他 | ||||
| 11:34:11 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我支持你的决定 | ||||
| 11:34:27 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 谢谢你哦。。 | ||||
| 11:35:01 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不用 | ||||
| 11:35:07 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 这就是姐妹 | ||||
| 11:35:08 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 可是我想我得难过一段时间 | ||||
| 11:35:28 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:35:31 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那你会 | ||||
| 11:35:32 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 姐妹，我还傻傻的 | ||||
| 11:35:45 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 忘记他吗? | ||||
| 11:35:46 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 要去找他呢 | ||||
| 11:35:56 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 现在 | ||||
| 11:35:59 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不找了吗？ | ||||
| 11:36:28 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 25号那天 | ||||
| 11:36:50 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我还想昨晚和他说的 | ||||
| 11:37:04 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 可是， | ||||
| 11:38:27 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 我不会再找他了 | ||||
| 11:38:51 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 反正两年没见 | ||||
| 11:39:08 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 习惯了 | ||||
| 11:39:29 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 会很辛苦 | ||||
| 11:39:32 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 是吧？ | ||||
| 11:39:46 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果这就是想要的话 | ||||
| 11:40:03 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那就不找他吧 | ||||
| 11:40:23 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那 | ||||
| 11:40:25 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 嗯 | ||||
| 11:40:25 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果 | ||||
| 11:40:29 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他找你呢？ | ||||
| 11:40:44 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不可能啦 | ||||
| 11:40:51 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我说如果 | ||||
| 11:41:07 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 没有如果啊 | ||||
| 11:41:16 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | haiz | ||||
| 11:41:34 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 如果也不可能 | ||||
| 11:41:57 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 干嘛对我叹气 | ||||
| 11:42:10 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 为什么我们的命运都是酱的呢？ | ||||
| 11:42:43 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 因为我们是姐妹咯 | ||||
| 11:42:52 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 嘻嘻 | ||||
| 11:43:19 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 嗯，不过还是不同啦 | ||||
| 11:43:32 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 都说了 | ||||
| 11:43:43 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他喜欢你 | ||||
| 11:43:54 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 都说了 | ||||
| 11:43:57 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他不喜欢我 | ||||
| 11:44:10 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你个头 | ||||
| 11:44:15 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 跟你的祖儿一样 | ||||
| 11:44:40 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 一样什么 | ||||
| 11:44:48 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 不喜欢我们 | ||||
| 11:44:59 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不是我的祖儿 | ||||
| 11:45:05 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 一样的 | ||||
| 11:45:09 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 都说了 | ||||
| 11:45:21 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他喜欢你咯 | ||||
| 11:45:27 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 都说了 | ||||
| 11:45:31 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他不喜欢我咯 | ||||
| 11:45:41 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 要我讲几次啊 | ||||
| 11:45:50 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 那你要我讲几次啊？ | ||||
| 11:45:50 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他喜欢你 | ||||
| 11:45:56 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他不喜欢我 | ||||
| 11:46:19 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 要他亲口和你说吗 | ||||
| 11:46:23 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果他真的喜欢我的话 | ||||
| 11:46:26 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 要吗 | ||||
| 11:46:37 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他不会酱对我 | ||||
| 11:46:43 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 因为距离啊 | ||||
| 11:46:54 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 距离是什么东西 | ||||
| 11:46:58 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 他怎样对你噢 | ||||
| 11:47:19 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 就是现实的东西 | ||||
| 11:47:19 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 为什么距离就可以把我害得那么惨？ | ||||
| 11:47:38 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 因为安排了 | ||||
| 11:47:45 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我跟距离又没有仇 | ||||
| 11:47:49 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我没得罪他 | ||||
| 11:47:57 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 距离 | ||||
| 11:48:04 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你要坚强 | ||||
| 11:48:07 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我也不想的 | ||||
| 11:48:20 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 傻婆 | ||||
| 11:48:29 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 距离 | ||||
| 11:48:42 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 没有人想 | ||||
| 11:48:57 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 可是我真的真的很不明白 | ||||
| 11:49:01 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 就是现实啊 | ||||
| 11:49:06 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 如果他真的喜欢我 | ||||
| 11:49:08 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 一年 | ||||
| 11:49:13 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 一年时间而已 | ||||
| 11:49:16 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不明白 | ||||
| 11:49:28 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 他都不肯给我吗？ | ||||
| 11:49:44 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 一定要现在做选择吗？ | ||||
| 11:49:45 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 你确定你会去那边吗 | ||||
| 11:49:51 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 是 | ||||
| 11:49:57 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 非常确定 | ||||
| 11:50:10 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 除非他真的不要我 | ||||
| 11:50:23 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 一年后 | ||||
| 11:50:24 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我死都不会去那边 | ||||
| 11:50:54 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 谁会确定呢 | ||||
| 11:51:12 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 命运是掌握在自己手中的 | ||||
| 11:51:28 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 唯有自己能够改变自己的命运 | ||||
| 11:51:36 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 但是 | ||||
| 11:51:38 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 距离 | ||||
| 11:51:46 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 就真的不是我想的 | ||||
| 11:51:47 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 命运是已经安排 | ||||
| 11:52:07 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 命运是可以改变的 | ||||
| 11:52:15 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 我相信自己能够做到 | ||||
| 11:53:05 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 相信只是心念，有力的心念 | ||||
| 11:53:36 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 不能改变什么 | ||||
| 11:53:54 | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | stella | 但至少我有尝试过 | ||||
| 11:54:02 | stella | ♀Hui Shan ♀ | 距离，更加不可以 |
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