NGO

time pass really fast...
a year gone...
NGO again...
i really feel a heart break when i saw their performance...
i went 2 sch early in the morning...
after them adi prepared all the things...
they hving the last practice 4 the comp...
bt i almost break down n cried...
hw we can go 4 comp wif tiz performance?
i almost cnt control myself...
7.15am...teacher ask us 2 break into the bus...
bt...fatin...1 of the participate hvt come!!
i ask tqy 2 call her...
bt she nvr ans the call...
wat the @#$%$#%%&#...
nvm...teacher say we adi tried our best...
we wil go without her...
ok...i followed the teacher instruction...
kah huei told me she cnt go...
teacher say she din pass up the surat kebenaran...
i really mad tat time...
i really cnt control my emotion...
sry...kah huei...
mayb im 2 fierce tat time n scared u...
i talk 2 teacher so tat let kah huei go...
then teacher say :"u ah...always make decision urself..."
she ask me if kah huei gt anythings happen hw?
then i ans:"i wil make sure she wil ok..."
then teacher only say ok lah ok lah...=.=
really waste my saliva n spirit...

fatin really din come...
tat mean we nid some1 2 take her place...
actually we hv simpanan...
bt 3 of them...nvr train 4 it oso...
so...the conclusion is...
i nid 2 ganti fatin's important place...
haiz...y everytime i nid 2 sacrifice?
kit ying immediate help me 2 tied up the hair...
n after reach the comp's scene...
i exchange the uniform wif 1 of the simpanan...
n start 2 learn the formation...
i really scared n feel so stressful...
i nvr train the formation b4...
n i only learn 2 hr b4 the comp start...

finally...is our turn...
i really stress up n tel myself nt 2 make any mistake in the comp...
n i had succeed...
i feel almost 2 faint jz the comp finish...
bt...we had succeed...
sjam pgs had get naid johan...
n tqy get the best commander...
huh?i really confused...n wondering...
y she can get the best commander bt i cnt?
bt nvm...
i had happy enough...
our team almost jump up when we get the result...
wakaka...the members all look so happy even is tired...
bt...i wan 2 command tat...
actually we r lucky tiz time...
we stil hv long distance 2 catch up the quality of ex pgs team...
i noe they had tried thier best...
bt i really hope tat pgs team can b more quality bt nt more quantity...

congratulation...pgs team^^

I miss u...fren...

Is late nw...
suddenly feel so lonely...
yup...i really feel it...
y?i nt really noe...
i cnt slp...even im tired...
yest i dream of him...
he send a msg 4 me...
short n simply...
he say sry...
he had noe wat 2 do...
when i woke up...
i laugh 2 myself...
wat funny joke...
nvm...it had been past...
i wil b fine...

12.33am nw...i thk of hor yan...
1 of my best fren...
i miss her...i really miss her...
bt i jz miss her tat pass...
bt nw...she has changed...
hmmm...i duno izit considered changed...
bt 4 me...she is jz like a stranger...
i feel so stranged 2 face her...
she is totally different compared 2 her past...
nw...mayb...
she is concentrated on her study...
bt...whr am i?
whrs frenship going?
i duno...i really duno...
as her best fren...
i hoped i noe...
since she went 4 the camp...
i lsee talk wif her...
really...10 fingers is enough 4 me 2 count hw many sentences or even words i talk 2 her...
i recalled bc the time during the holiday...
i was really gud wif her...
we laugh we smile or even cried...
we shared our love story...
facing the down...
i rmb tat time...some1 really make me suffered...
n the only person tat accompany me is her...
bt nw...
mayb we r sitting 4 spm tiz year...
n she is concentrating on her study...
bt...i wondered...
y it wil affect us?
is my problem?or her problem?
or wat?izit i thk 2 much?
i scared 2 face her...
cz i wil feel a heart break...
fren...my dear sister...
i hoped u wil b bc...
i miss u......

Suffered time over...yeah^^

finally...
my suffered time over luh...
wakaka...feel so relax nw...
can focus in my study jor^^

talk abt yest...
they come my hse...
tiz time special a bit...
we prepare all the things without senior...
senior say dun wan choy us jor wor...
cz we no training T.T
bt...so far so gud...
we din face any problem oso...
haha...sure lah...
goh hui shan here mah...
haha...
after prepare all the things + play...
almost near 1am adi...
i ask them go slp...
bt me n hui ling stil studying...
really feel so stressful eh...
bt hui ling say she very tired...
so i off the light n slp loh...

early in the morning...
i wake them up n go prepare all the things...
the 1st day is 4 teory, uniform test n oso marching...
during the teory test...
ah yap sit in the same table wif me...
wahaha...so excited ah me...
he really so leng zai eh...
big eye...sharp nose...
he is no.1 oso...
wakaka...he so serious when ans the question eh...
the nursing adult teory test ah...
act like essay question...
the ans so long...1 hr hw 2 finish wor...
i simply write then pass up luh...
dun wan stay there oso...=.=
after the uniform test...immediate is the marching...
the officer gv us time 2 drink water then bring us 2 the field...
everything come so sudden...i so scared eh...
bt fortunately everything stil gud...
i gv the command bt when finish...
i almost no sound adi lah...

then we wait thr until 5 smtg only go back home...
after prepare all the things...
every1 look so tired...
kar man say let her rest 4 5 mins...
bt i din wake her up...
cz i noe she is suffering n really so tired...
shiow ling n me hv 2 drink coffee 2 get away frm drowsy...
then hui ling say she oso nid 2 slp a while...
so 3 of us...
zi ying, shiow ling n me continue 2 chit chat...
talk abt our life...love...fren n oso memoriol abt our past...
we hv promise we wil nvr 4get abt our frenship n tat moment we go 4 competition 2gather...
yap...i promise...i wil nvr 4get...
we chit chat til 1am...
then i off the light luh...

the second day is short case n nursing...
i no mood at all...
really stress up n feeling suffered...
we r the second team 4 short case...
n yet...the case is abt a girl suffering frm spinal injury...
ishh...the case we had trained by ubi...
so we really perform gud in tat case...
n i really feel so happy after the case finish...
after rest 4 feel mins...
the steward call us again 4 nursing...
we performed nt really very well bt i noe we had tried our best loh...
then we go gap ah yap...
haha...he really so leng zai ah...
he look so scared when doing the case eh...

finally...we get both 3rd in our marching n short case...
all the champians has taken by amc...
bt is normal lah...
i jz feel shock when yuk choy adult lost in both case...
n ubi feel so down eh...

anywhere...my suffered time over...
pgs gambateh eh...
i wil nvr nvr 4get abt the moment...
N/A 7 team...u r all the best^^

No.3 so serious when ironing my uniform...

She falling down frm the bed...wahahaha...


taking pic wif my dog dog...

31/3...Birthday...

Jason...
今天是我的生日...我最想收到的...就是你的祝福...虽然我知道那是不可能的事...现在我已开始慢慢遗忘你了...你和她还好吧?不要放弃哦...为了你的将来...
我许了三个愿望...一个是你的...一个是我身边的人的...还有一个...是给st.john的...我希望你...将会是最开心...是幸福的那个...
今年的生日很特别...没有你的祝福...也没有你唱的生日歌...但是我却拥有了一个比较不一样的生日...一个对我来说更值得纪念的生日...谢谢你...因为你的离开...让我懂得了更多...也让我学会了珍惜身边的每一个人...谢谢你...

Mummy...
谢谢你...妈咪...是你把我带到这世界上来...或许我还不能够理解那十月怀胎的辛苦...但妈咪...我明白你所承受的一切痛苦...今天是我的生日...也是你辛苦生下我的日子...谢谢你...妈咪...我爱你...muackz...

Kah Huei...
哈哈...我最最最喜欢你送的礼物了...很可爱啊...而且哦...这份礼物真的充满了我小时候的回忆...我真的很开心哦...我们的开心糖...我们的约定...将会是我们一生中最美丽的童话...谢谢你...带给我一个如此甜美的回忆...

Kar Man...
你送的相册...对我来说...真的很有纪念性哦...我一定会把相册放满我们的照片...属于我们友情的见证...谢谢你哦...嘉敏...总是在我为st.john的事烦心时陪在我身边...给与我力量和鼓励...

Hor Yan...
虽然你只是给了我一张小小的生日卡片...但那已经足够了...谢谢你...陪我度过了我人生中最难过的日子...希望你和你的他...会很幸福哦...姐妹...你真的要幸福啊...

Lok Yee...Shiow Ling...Zi Ying...Hui Ling...Wooi Lun...Seng Tat...Wai Sum...Tan Jing Ru...Mah Kar Rou...Brother...
Thx 4 all ur present n wishes...i wil appreciate it always...love u all...muackzzz...

Shu Guan...Shu Li...She Yee...Sze Nan...Kah Kee...Pui Mun...Shomalla...Tau Yan...Vigoss...Li Ling...Leong Yung Sin...Wan Zhee Yienn...Jing Ying...
Thx 4 ur birthday wishes...

Really thx 4 all of u gv me a sweet n memorable birthday...feel so touching 2 year...really thx much...hope u all wil stay happy too...love u all...muackzzz...

From Kah Huei

From Kar Man

From Shiow Ling

From Zi Ying & Hui Ling

From Seng Tat

From Wooi Lun

From Mah Kar Rou

From Tan Jing Ru

Over View

Life Is Really Precious...

she yee told me her grandpa ready going...
feel so down 2 hear tat...
my tears rolling down...
i duno y i cried...
jz feel so sad...
i noe she yee too...
i duno wat should i say 2 calm her down...
i jz nw i cnt help her in anything...
jz can accompany her...

i noe the feeling when losing some1 tat u love much...
i noe we cnt do everything when they had gone...
i noe we wil nvr appreciate when they stil alive n health...
i jz noe when they gone...
they only thing tat they left 4 us is love...
we should always keep their love in heart...
always...forever...

every1 jz gone 1 day...
we duno hw much time we left...
we duno wat wil happen nex min...
we should appreciate watever we hv nw...
or do wat we should do...

life is really precious...

Buddy...

go hui ling hse tiz 2days...
i love 2 hse much...
cz everyday can heard the piano...
her bro had learn piano...
we 2 study til late at nite...
playing...laughing...
actually we plan 2 go jusco on sun after nco exam...
i receive a cal frm hor yan...
she say zi ying cnt do the things tat she plan 2 do tmr 4 my birthday celebration...
she ask me mind 2 chg the date 2 nex sun...
cz she really hope 2 gv a gud n unforgetable memory 4 my birthday...

ya...i hope 2...
bt...i no nid a surprisingly birthday...
i no nid birthday present...no nid bithday cake...
i jz hope all my best fren can accompany wif me...
no matter chit chat...play those childish things...or watever...
a wish of birthday...
is enough 4 me...
i really unhappy when hor yan told me tat...
bt wat should i do?
i jz say ok...n i dun mind...

the second day...
kar man told me hor yan din told her 4 the canceling...
n she really hope can go 2day...zi ying too...
after some argue...really spoil my mood...
finally all wan 2 go...
me...zi ying...kar man...shiow ling...hui ling...n kah huei...

i really so happy wif them...
we eat laksa...eat donut...eat ice kacang...eat sushi tat kar man made 4 me...
feel so warm eh...
the moment is really precious...
we walk...play...laugh...
shiow ling had buy a book 4 me...
haha...she n me oso book worm...love book so much...
zi ying n hui ling had buy a necklace 4 me...
wif a purple box...
p/s : a member had present a note book 4 me...
i really feel so touching when they gv the present 4 me...
really wan 2 say...
i love them much...

tiz 4 my best fren list :
1) Kah Huei
2) Kar Man
3) Hor Yan
4) Shiow Ling
5) Hui Ling
6) Zi Ying
7) She Yee
8) Ee Ling
9) Kit Ying

they r al my best best best fren...
always support bhind me...
when i down...or when i happy...
in hmwk...in st.john...in wat ever things...
thx u buddy...
love u al 4ever...

p/s : 2 days more is my birthday^^

Dream...

dream of him...
he look so happy in my mind...
holding my hand...
talking 2 me...
in a beautiful garden...
bt...i move away his hand...
n say go back 2 his gf side...
he is nt mine...n im nt his...
his gf appear...
talk 2 him...
leave them behind...
i walk away...alone...
wish them...

hope tat...
wil nvr hv tiz dream again...

Basketball Duty...

2day went 4 duty since school start...
actually nt me should go 4 duty...
bt tat teh qin yong!
yesterday nite near 12am only say she wun go...
say she duno is her turn 2 duty...
eat SHIT!!!wat de....
izit a vice president will say like tiz?
damn angry...n hope 2 kill her!!!

bt everything stil gud...
no casualty during the basketball comp...
bt feel drowsy cz really very boring...
the only things can do is gap zai wif members loh...
haha...cz 2day only boy team...
really feel admire 4 those who can play basketball well...
can run...can shot...can defend...
i love play basketball...
bt nobody teach me...

duno frm wat sch...
rapat setia i thk...
the couch argue wif the organiser thr...
jz 4 she say 7 mins pass so fast...
tats impossible...
the organiser feel in red as soon...
she say she is the biggest thr...
n ask the couch 2 keep her mouth shut...
wat de...=.=
y they wan 2 argue jz 4 a small little things?
sound pollution...
i thk the rapat setia members r feel shy too...
n i saw them they had try their best...
bt finally stil lose 2 other team...
6 vs 56...
wat a big difference...

we go back sch at 6pm...
i really feel wan 2 faint tat time...
feel so tired even we jz sit beside n watch the comp...
tmr is our sch turn 2 fight...
hope thr can get gud results le...
gambateh neh =P

Tired + Happy Day

2day morning go back 2 sch...
clean the room alone...
tak boleh tahan the room full of uniform n the shoe...
haiz...
feel really so tired n lonely after 2 hrs...
look around the room...
the bed full of uniform...
the way r blocked by the shoe...
really hope can throw al thiz things out...
bt sry 2 tel...
i nt dare 2 do tat...
hmm...i clean up n differenciate the shoe wif size...
put the shoe into the box...
n push it 2 the side...
al the work finish at 12pm...
hope the uniform can distribute 2 the members as fast...
i really tak boleh tahan the room so dirty n untidy eh...

after clean up...
is time 2 play badminton...
wakaka...so excited...
really so long time din play le...
sir leong daddy so late only come...
so we din wait 4 him n play ourself^^
after daddy come then we play wif him...
1 boy vs 5 girls...
wahaha...
sure girls win de leh...
after play then go tt...
nearly fishing thr...
so tired eh...Zzzz...

bro come back 2day...
4 celebrate my 2nd elder bro birthday on 22th...
im feeling tat he nw is changing...
more tolerance n more show his love 2 us...
he buy a shoe 4 my bro as birthday present...
n oso buy a 8gb pendrive 4 me...
4 my coming birthday present wor...
haha...so happy so happy so happy!
duno hw 2 describe the feeling...
jz feel very touching...
thx...my dear bro...
love u always...
u r the best in my heart^^

100th Year Review

2day only i received the 100th year review photo...
look through the photo...
n i found tat it was the sweet memories tat keeping in my mind...
even it was very miserable during the 3 days...
bt...we gain the friendship...
i stil rmb vividly...
perak team go klcc on the second day nite...
wakaka XP...
we go thr shopping...play...eat...
so happy eh...
n 4gt all the tiredness during the day...
cz we wake up early...
march in rain...
after eat...match again...
the judge thr so fierce...
n we go bc hostel near midnite...
hv 2 wash up...clean up...
then chat chat chat...
until 1am or 2am only slp...
wake up on 4am or 5am...
2 wash up n prepare again...
really so misery...
i rmb the last day...
our perform day...
we stand thr 4 1-2 hrs...
senior wsm n me r nt feeling well...
n our lovable daddy r faint...
daddy suffering frm fever since the second day...
the members of duty send daddy out wif stretcher...
bt...daddy jump down frm the stretcher n rush into the perform compound...
he wan 2 lead us performed the match...
al of us r so touched on tat moment...
n we r performed well in the match...
( clap clap clap ^^ )
perak team is the best...
wakaka XP
12-14 december 2008...
we wil keep it in our mind...forever...

Sleepy Zzzz...

The review scene...

Perak team start marching^^

Perak Team...

Mummy wif PGS girl...

Daddy Mummy^^

Mummy wif us^^