烦烦烦...真的好烦...为什么现在的 member酱的...我甚至觉得我一点尊严都没有...我觉得我好失败...好失败好失败...现在 st.john大乱...我真的觉得好烦...没有人明白我的感受...没有人知道我对 st.john的那种心...可是为什么偏偏要在我接棒的时候才发生那么多的是是非非...Form3内战...Form2内战...甚至连 new member也内战...是我能力问题...还是她们太放肆 ?有没有哪一位可以告诉我...我应该怎么做 ?当做什么事都不知道 ?还是应该给予阻止 ?问题是...我阻止得了吗 ?
我很累啊...真的觉得自己有心无力了...制服团体不是为了要培养团体精神的吗 ?为什么现在反而变成互相敌对的团体 ?真的是因为我的能力问题吗 ?如果真的是这样...那我觉得这个位子不应由我来担任了...我真的很敬佩...敬佩为什么前几任的senior可以拥有那种能力去控制member...为什么我就是做不到 ?为什么 ?为什么 ?为什么 ?我不明白...为什么在st.john里我永远都不能做真正的我...永远都是要用面具来掩饰自己...在member面前...看到她们对我的态度...我真觉得我一点尊严都没有...我甚至还觉得...我被他们控制着...我不想罚她们...每每都只是空口说说...我相信他们已经不在我控制下了...
比起以前的 president...我这个 president已经管得很松很松了...可是为什么...反而今年的 member意见特别多...认为我不应该给这些东西她们做的...我真的真的很累啊...能不能有个人的肩膀让我靠...让我知道也有人保护我...而不是我在保护人家...我保护人家好像已经成了理所当然...但她们知不知道...我的肩膀有多重...我再也背不起那么多负担了...真的很累了......member...我想你们知道...在我心目中...你们永远都是我的妹妹...都与每一个你们我都疼...可是...让我在你们面前有点尊严好吗 ?可以当我求求你们吗?我真的不想看到你们这样...
st.john真的快垮了...真的......
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话说在另一个天堂里...有个守护天使...唯一的任务...就是守护她与他之间...曾经拥有过的爱情...钢琴...是她与他之间相认的记号...是动人的心弦...Canon...她与他的故事...
Can't Get Over You
There's an everlasting storm
blowing trough the night
I feel love
I feel hate right by my side
Tears like rain falling down
Don't know what to do
I remember those days
Can't get over you
You decided to leave
And told me nothing but lies
Got no reason to live
I need you by my side
There are so many things
You didn't come up too
I'm surrounded by pain
Can't get over you
So much time passing by
Since you went away
I felt sun
Touched the spring
And saw autumns gray
Tears like rain falling down
Don't know what to do
I remember those days
Can't get over you
So I'm still searching
For a certain place to hide
I feel love
I feel hate
There's no end in sight
Most of all
I can't wait
To come back to you
I'm surrounded by pain
Can't get over you
blowing trough the night
I feel love
I feel hate right by my side
Tears like rain falling down
Don't know what to do
I remember those days
Can't get over you
You decided to leave
And told me nothing but lies
Got no reason to live
I need you by my side
There are so many things
You didn't come up too
I'm surrounded by pain
Can't get over you
So much time passing by
Since you went away
I felt sun
Touched the spring
And saw autumns gray
Tears like rain falling down
Don't know what to do
I remember those days
Can't get over you
So I'm still searching
For a certain place to hide
I feel love
I feel hate
There's no end in sight
Most of all
I can't wait
To come back to you
I'm surrounded by pain
Can't get over you
我们的纪念
数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸
3 条评论:
Presidents will oways feel da pressure. Even in my little LEO club will also feel it. Although I m not da president, only da little secretary, I have 2 solve the quarreling or watever stupid problems wif my president, coz we r on da same line,same place. Only 1 mindset:-Juz 4 our club. Hence, I believe u have oso ur fren in ur club will be wif u geh.. Juz like ur senior who sent u da message. Gambateh neh!
senior,sorry...wo men ling ni jue de ni hen shi bai....wo men bu hui zai ling ni nan zuo le...wo men hui guai de la....wo men bu hui yao ni zhe wei "lao ren jia" dan xin,fan huo zhe jue de hen zi bei jiao bu hao wo men zhe ban members...wo men yao ni jue de hen guang rong yin wei you wo men zhe ban members...sorry...wo dai bian suo you members gen ni shou sheng: "sorry"...qing ni yuan liang wo men la...^^
惠珊:
一个胜任的领导所要的方法：
-自信
如果连主席都没有信心把团体带好，你的那群绵羊肯定乱糟糟。相信你自己，你可以。还有半年的时间，我期待你的表现。
-让他们有归宿感
你要让团员好像回家的感觉，营造温馨的气氛。一个家，不吵不相识，所以你也不必太担心；但是，你不能加入内战，你只能做旁观者。等他们吵完了，再给feetback,不能有太情绪化的表现。
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